Beautiful! Are you feeling like that? You shouldn't. If people is mean,(if that's the reason) stand up to yourself. Don't be sad,don't be mad,be glad,be proud! (reference from Nigahiga-Famous Lazy People btw..) If you're cutting,like on the picture,please don't. Cutting doesn't solve anything. My sister was cutting before.. Me and my family didn't know,she never showed it. My cousin found out and told my mom to checck her arm,she did and she saw the cuts.. My sister doesn't cut anymore,she stopped because it really doesn't change anything better to hurt yourself. It may not be painful when you cut,but cut how much you want,it wont make anything better. I hope I didn't sound rough now,I just hate the thought of people out there cutting,hurting themselves like my sister did.. She has now found a lot of good friends supporting her,and I'm sure you will find your perfect friend-group too. <3
I'm glad to hear you're not a bully victim and have found your friend-group!
I can't really understand what you mean by it feeling like it helps,because I have never cutted myself,but I can try to imagine. (even though I think it must really hurt)
I wont bother asking for what happened in your childhood,I'm guessing you don't really want to either. It's private,and I'm pretty much a complete stranger,so I'm not going to be some kind of stalker or something